Tuesday, May 27, 2008

my happy ending.

yah. sakit lagi. lagi. lagi. lagi.
same old pain.
luka yang belum sembuh terus tiba-tiba berdarah lagi.

hey, why do you keep on hurting me?
is it something i did, something i said?


big big thanks buat orang-orang yang udah ngeluangin waktunya buat ngejaga perasaan saya.
yang membuat saya merasa bisa bertahan.


dan bukan yang berjanji bahwa dia bakal jaga perasaan saya, yang namun kemudian berbalik jadi nyakitin saya. bahkan ninggalin saya.



..it's nice to know that you were there, thanks for acting like you care.
all this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending.

haha. bodoh.

aaaaah. lagi mumet.
karena mumet, mendingan ngeblog.
hahaha.

mestinya ngerjain paper malah jadinya ngeblog.
duh.

kacau.


yasudah.


kembali ke ms word.


*doakan supaya cepat selesai yaaaa!

Friday, May 23, 2008

say

even if your hands are shaking
and your faith is broken
even as the eyes are closing
do it with a heart wide open

say what you need to say,
say what you need to say..

john mayer - say



i wish i could just make you turn around
turn around and see me cry
there's so much i need to say to you
so many reasons why
you're the only one who really knew me at all

phil collins - against all odds

i should have told you how i felt, then
instead, i kept it to myself...

98 degrees - was it something i didn't say?




umm, bilang nggak yaaaa?
bingung.. =(

Friday, May 9, 2008

early warning. x)

begini ceritanya,
jadi gue baru aja kehilangan hp gue beberapa hari yang lalu.
*gimana ceritanya gue kehilangan hp gausah dibahas karena nggak penting dan agak-agak menyesakkan buat gue. haha.*

kemudian,
gue ngasitau ke temen-temen gue kalo hp gue ilang, jadi mau kalo hubungin gue, pake blablabla aja. gitu deh.
ke temen-temen gue, salah satunya si cowok taken itu.
*buat yang mau tau, ada beberapa post tentang dia di blog ini. x)*


selain ngasitau kalo hp gue ilang,
gue juga memberikan info tambahan,

"hari sabtu tanggal 10 mei gue ultah lhoooooooo.. :D"


hal yang selalu gue lakukan menjelang ultah gue, semacam early warning.
supaya banyak yang ngucapin, supaya tidak mengalami lonely birthday.. hehehe..


yang mau gue ceritakan adalaaah,
tentang bagaimana si cowok taken itu bikin saya semaput cengengesan.
haha.


ini dia pembicaraan kami.

"hp gue abis ilang niii.."

"wah.. sedih dong lo?"

"yaiyalah.. mana belum setaun hpnya.."

"gue belum selesai ngomong, maksud gue, sedih dong lo sms dari gue ilang semua?"

"..."

"eiyaa, 10 mei gue ultah lho.. ucapin ya.."

"mau diucapin jam berapa? jam 00.01 boleh?"

"mau jadi yang pertama ceritanyaa?"

"mau nggak kalo gue jadi yang pertama?"

"..."


*kamp*et! siyal! dia emang jago bikin gue speechless. hahaha. =P

 
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