Wednesday, January 21, 2009

memories keeper

memories keeper. that is how i call myself.

i keep all memories i can remember since i was a kid up until now. i remember this and that. i can almost remember all the things occured in my past. when i got hit by a boat, or when the first time i learn to ride a bike. i clearly remember those days.

and now, i keep text messages, e-mails, im conversations from people around me. not that i keep them all, only from the significants and the used-to-be(s). i love reading those over and over again.

when i read those, i caught myself smiling, or even laughing. but sometimes i get so shallow and lonely. i mean, well, that is just the nature of memories. it can turn your feelings upside down.

i put my memories into two parts, the memories and the past.
*okay, i know this sounds silly since the memories happened in the past and in the past we have memories. but just leave it this way for now. =P

the memories:
the things that are just too good to be forgotten and of course, so nice to be remembered.

the past:
the things that are way too hurtful and bad but unfortunately you cannot get over them yet.


in short:
the memories are the good, and the past is the bad. :D


...and now i am having difficulties to put this part of my life in which, the memories, or the past.

8 mumbling(s):

Tristiani Yogastuti said...

well, i got a fact that girls remember the dates and the details of their memories and their past too damn well

unknown said...

wah klo menurut gw sih sama aja. yang ngebuat kenangan itu bagus sama jelek kan sudut pandang.

Klo kita bisa ngambil hikmah dari situ, ya berarti jadi bagus kan. Tapi klo kita cuman ngeluhin masa lalu itu, ya jadi jelek dong. =)

Thita said...

So basically we want to remember our memories as long as possible and forget our past as soon as possible, right?

wiydiy said...

@tris:
hmm, good point!! that's why men have excuses when they forget the important dates. =P

@andika:
semuanya pasti aada hikmahnya, an.. tapi tetep aja, pasti ada yang nyakitin juga kan?

@thita:
yampuuuuuun, thita pinter deh. sungguh membanggakan. =P

Anonymous said...

well.
we can't just leave the past as it helps us improve our future.. so better if we don't forget it easily :)

Anonymous said...

otak gua malah aneh wid. hanya mengingat hal2 penting, cuma definisi dia atas hal yang penting dan tidak agak2 out of mainstream dan absurd.

btw gue juga sering banget ngecek archieve YM. yang penting di keep, kadang di skim baca, yang gak penting di delete. lucu juga, sebagian besar ngakak krn gue lupa pernah nulis hal2 sebodoh itu

Tristiani Yogastuti said...

forgive everything in the past,yet never forget, ambil hikmahnya,buang sampahnya.

vienz said...

hoo...
I also have a sharp memory. it's creepy that I can remember some things very well when others can't. and when I do remember one thing, I usually remember the events happened before or after that particular memory, and in which order they happened. it's weird.

but I think you have sharper memory than I do. hey, it's very useful for school, isn't it?

 
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